Fabiola writes about Sanditon

Dear Sidney Parker, First of all, I miss you...  Second of all, I kind of hate the world right now as I'm writing these lines. I can't believe this is happening. For over a year, I hoped that you would come back to me some day. I fought for a long time and then I stopped. I hope you're not too mad about it. I just couldn't do it anymore. But, a lot of amazing people kept on fighting and eventually, we won.  Last year, for a day, I thought that you were coming back to me and I was so happy! God, I really believed it. I even cried. But for some stupid reasons, someone decided otherwise... and I cried. Again.  This time, you wouldn't come back to me. I know it's not your fault and I know it's not your choice either. But you and I are Twin Flames, so you must know that our dear friend, the fear of abandonment, showed up and made me move on quickly after this news. You wouldn't come back to me but at least, maybe, you would heal and find happiness in your lif...